i love you and its killing me.
I am part of the living but I do not live the same as the rest. I see infected fairies, swapped for Skittles and cigarettes. Your arms around my waist and your head between my legs. A nowhere raft floating forever. You are everything to me, hands criss-crossed over hearts lost. I am found but my insides long for you. Your fairy floss lips left stains on my skin. A living, breathing, beating, beautiful heart within a brilliant bubble. A signature I never wrote, your starry eyes from below, splashed water on cheeks and pressure on your hips. I would have loved you for always. If you had just taken my hand and learnt to fly with me.
